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6. Don’t forget everything that happened, embrace what...

Mon, 18 Feb 2013 08:41:39 -0500

6. Don’t forget everything that happened, embrace what happened and grow from it.

I made this for myself and hopefully it can help you too and hopefully it will help me

I am destroying my life because I think it will make everything better I’m turning to sex and...

Sun, 17 Feb 2013 23:11:26 -0500

I am destroying my life because I think it will make everything better
I’m turning to sex and drugs and anything that can distract me
I know its wrong and its not the right thing to do but there’s no other way to grieve

48 hours ago I was the happiest I’ve ever been my whole life and now I’m so empty and I...

Sun, 17 Feb 2013 07:45:25 -0500

48 hours ago I was the happiest I’ve ever been my whole life and now I’m so empty and I don’t know what to do without you. You were my happiness and you filled me up and now you want nothing to do with me, but I know we were perfect and ill never forget when you said “she’s not a fan of smiling, but when she does I die inside and my heart skips a beat”

I will never forget the last time I looked at you and all the pain escaped from my body and I...

Sat, 16 Feb 2013 19:12:00 -0500

I will never forget the last time I looked at you and all the pain escaped from my body and I couldn’t hold anything in anymore

Photo

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 23:42:35 -0500

nostalgic-dreaming: untitled by Xavier Encinas on Flickr.

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 23:42:10 -0500

nostalgic-dreaming:

untitled by Xavier Encinas on Flickr.

Photo

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 23:41:57 -0500

n0rthwind: jurassic park by dearclaudia on Flickr.

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 23:41:54 -0500

n0rthwind:

jurassic park by dearclaudia on Flickr.

I feel like shit playing the pity card like I don’t want you all to want to be my friend...

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 23:39:02 -0500

I feel like shit playing the pity card like I don’t want you all to want to be my friend because you feel bad for me and I don’t want everyone to try to be close with me to find everything out

I definitely had false expectations for tonight

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 23:33:42 -0500

I definitely had false expectations for tonight

I would love more than anything to take my last breathe in this serenity

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 21:14:34 -0500

I would love more than anything to take my last breathe in this serenity

and then when i sit in my room and log onto tumblr i become numb to all my emotions and i am ready...

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 18:08:01 -0500

and then when i sit in my room and log onto tumblr i become numb to all my emotions and i am ready to die

I don’t know how to take out my frustrations anymore because when I cut, I hurt other people,...

Mon, 28 Jan 2013 16:05:27 -0500

I don’t know how to take out my frustrations anymore because when I cut, I hurt other people, but when I don’t, I only hurt myself

I have never felt so good

Mon, 14 Jan 2013 18:40:18 -0500

I have never felt so good

My best friends say things to make me feel better but they’re so sweet that they just make me...

Mon, 14 Jan 2013 18:29:15 -0500

My best friends say things to make me feel better but they’re so sweet that they just make me cry

Every emotion I’ve ever had is gone right now

Mon, 14 Jan 2013 06:05:02 -0500

Every emotion I’ve ever had is gone right now

Ok now I’m just done posting in general because I have emotions and I can feel them but I...

Sun, 13 Jan 2013 23:53:57 -0500

Ok now I’m just done posting in general because I have emotions and I can feel them but I can’t fathom what they even are right now

I can’t tell whether I still have feelings for you or I just want to because you’re the...

Sun, 13 Jan 2013 23:53:14 -0500

I can’t tell whether I still have feelings for you or I just want to because you’re the ultimate reason why all this is happening and you don’t even care anymore

I don’t get what you’re trying to accomplish because I literally begged for you and now...

Sun, 13 Jan 2013 23:51:59 -0500

I don’t get what you’re trying to accomplish because I literally begged for you and now you’re basically asking for me to walk on egg shells

“If you cared you’d try to make it work” I’ve literally been trying so...

Sun, 13 Jan 2013 23:50:09 -0500

“If you cared you’d try to make it work” I’ve literally been trying so fucking hard I even tried to work things out with someone I absolutely hate so we could work I obviously care