6. Don’t forget everything that happened, embrace what happened and grow from it.
I made this for myself and hopefully it can help you too and hopefully it will help me
I am destroying my life because I think it will make everything better
I’m turning to sex and drugs and anything that can distract me
I know its wrong and its not the right thing to do but there’s no other way to grieve
48 hours ago I was the happiest I’ve ever been my whole life and now I’m so empty and I don’t know what to do without you. You were my happiness and you filled me up and now you want nothing to do with me, but I know we were perfect and ill never forget when you said “she’s not a fan of smiling, but when she does I die inside and my heart skips a beat”
I will never forget the last time I looked at you and all the pain escaped from my body and I couldn’t hold anything in anymore
I feel like shit playing the pity card like I don’t want you all to want to be my friend because you feel bad for me and I don’t want everyone to try to be close with me to find everything out
